That's awesome! I've been a tough time trying to turn myself to be like this but it just doesn't work. It seems like there is a lock in my brain that blocks some of the processes between my left and right brain, but it's fine to work independently. However, it always made me seem weird to others when I frequently switch between two modes.
I think the "reward" seems more likely is an emotionally based power for you. But to me, the "reward" is a physical-based power, is about the whole atmosphere around me, which can directly put me in the state in a few seconds.
While we both look similar, I think the difference is about how that power works for us. In your case is more likely the emotional power is generated internally and gives you a pull request and asking you for an action. My case is much more relying on a physical object to help me generating the correct emotion. I don't know if it's right.
Actually, all the objects around me are a type of information, if there are placing ten different objects, I feel just like there are ten different people who keep talking to me. Any this kind of information is unable to defy, it can directly change my mental state if it's strong enough. This caused me to keep switching the core considerations on the same topic, and it was even directly reflected in my behavior.
